i hate myself. i hate my body, i hate my mind, i hate that i am alive. i am 14, have attempted suicide 2 times, am a cutter and a self-medicator. how do i learn to love myself? is it even possible? why should i even try?

Has anyone used a successful program to quit smoking? What are the best?

I can't stop thinking about keeping my hands clean. I try and wash them 10 times a day, but I think it's going to far. How would I know?

Thanks for introducing a lttlie rationality into this debate.