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I feel like I will never find love. I am not the prettiest girl, and I feel like being ugly affects how bad I am at attracting men. I am really shy and am not the most popular person. I have amazing friends but they are a lot better looking than I am and any guy who I think starts to kind of like me ends up falling for them in the end. Always. I am a nerd and guys always use me for help in homework and tutoring. Even my best guy friend has told me that I am not the dateable type. Its obvious. I will never find love. People use me to get to my gorgeous friends. I feel like being the person I am just isnt enough. Because no matter how sweet or considerate I am to other people, guys still wont like me. This week I found out that this guy I thought actually liked me back for the first time was just using me to get to my best friend. Who was trying to set me and this guy up and they ended up falling for eachother. Neither of them told me that they had been going out for a month, I caught them making out. I feel so stupid and so unlovable. I hate men and love. I actually thought I would have someone special to share valentines day with, I was so wrong.


